Screaming for help ♥

Hi People ♥

Since I opened my new blog, I have not update anything.. Probably because when June comes, I was sick like shit.. I had terrible gastric attack which made me cancel 2 jobs at once.. 

One job was at Saujana.. I was fucking embarrassed about it.. I was working half way and I asked to leave because I almost fainted.. Second job was the World Gas Conference.. I immediately informed the agent I could not work because I could feel that this gastric would not go away for days.. And I was fucking right about it.. However, my agent did not believed me and called me a liar.. Nice~

After drama with the agent, finally she accepted my reason and excuse me from the job... I do not want to elaborate how she accepted it but it sucks... I never skipped work halfway before.. It was so not me.. Even I had period pain, I will suck it up by taking painkiller.. But this stupid gastric pain killed me for a bloody week.. WTF.. 

So basically from last Saturday night till Wednesday afternoon.. I practically lied on the bed whole day and night because I got no fucking energy to get up.. I could still go out or drive.. But I always worn out easily so I have to drive real slow and I could only got Taipan.. Gosh, it was nightmare.. And whenever I stand up, I will feel fucking out of breathe and want to collapse.. Fuck my life.. 

I feel better now.. I still can't eat specific food or else I will have to suffer again.. But I do realized my ass grew bigger because I lied on my bed for the whole fucking week and did not fucking get up at all.. =.= I grew fatter by the way..

I even have to eat sleeping pills to get some nice sleep because the pain was gruesome.. Obviously the fucking sleeping pills did not work.. I was up all the night crying in pain.. 

Anyway, I shall stop here.. I will update soon on what I did before and after I got my gastric attack.. As for now, toodles ♥

xoxo