It is early on the morning. 5.38 am to be exact. I did not just wake up. Instead I had not sleep at all. I was distracted by certain things until I could not fall asleep.
I was not happy. I was kinda down. Emotion has been going up and down real bad. But I told myself I need to control. So I took control the situation by running away from it. It was never a good solution. But it was a peaceful way to allow me not to release my anger. But I hurt him.
I am a person with bad anger. I never knew the proper way to deal with my anger so I threw fits on things that are precious to me. No matter how important it were to me, once I got angry. There was no turning point.
I regretted what I did and chose to avoid as much as I could. But how long more could i keep up with this behavior before i find another way to hurt someone or something i truly care about.
I am just so confuse. I hope things were much simpler. I am the child that is rebellious and not easy to be please.
xoxo
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