Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Suffering from Insomnia T.T


I am having a real hard time to get some sleep at night..

Every single night I could stayed up till in the morning & doze off for just few short hours... 
Then suffered for the whole fucking day & still can't doze off at night despite I was damm tired from lack of sleeping.. No idea what had happened to me.. My average sleeping hour is only 5-6 hours.. Usually people need 7-8 hours of sleep per night.. I reduces to so short and suffer the rest of the day...

It has not only affected my life, it has also affected my job.. I used to sleep early if I have to get up early for work the next day.. I don't do that anymore.. I sleep at 3am in the morning then wake up early as 7am to work or contest.. 

It has also been a pain in the ass as I am not a heavy sleeper... I tend to wake up a lot if there are noises around.. The next thing happen is I can't sleep back and end up stoning there for the rest of the night.. To make matter worse, I can't take afternoon nap also.. If I do, I would not sleep at night.. 

I even took flu medicine and it does not work on me.. Yes, I would get drowsy but not sleepy.. @.@ I have been having insomnia for 8-9 months.. I never had enough sleep.. It is slowly killing me as I could feel my organs are failing me one by one.. 

Chest pain, unable to breathe properly, body aches & etc. Not only that, my face having more breakouts, dark circle, puffy eyes, tired eyes, headache.. Gosh, wtf is wrong with me.. Sigh.. It is a terrible thing and apparently I have no solution to it..


xoxo

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