AFORADIO Angel Search 2011 (Top 10) ~ Final

The last step towards deciding who will be the winner of Aforadio Angel Search 2011...

We need to meet up at Sunway Pyramid near orange entrance before we start our day... We need to go for fitting at La Senza first then we headed on to Lee's Jeans... After that, we went to The Frames for lunch and stayed at the competition ground till 3pm to DIY our tshirt for the last round which is the Rockstar round... 

Next, we went on rehearsal to prepare for the show at night... The rehearsal was a messed as two people did not prepared well on how to ask us walk on the stage.. End up, one threw fits at us.. But we did not do anything to pissed them off.. They were the one who fucked up the first place.. We ended up rehearsal late and we were fucking late for our hair and make up.. As usual I got the aunty curly hair again.. Sigh..  

All of the pictures are not in order.. I do not bother to rearrange it in order... 

The night turned out to be stressful and hectic.. I was sweating profusely when I was in rehearsal... My foot also hurts from the training.. We had to walk up and down a stair.. Then it was super small.. Besides that, I was unhappy that I looked no good for the night.. I look like a bloated fat bitch that walked down the runway.. I screwed up my catwalk with Alexis during the sleep wear round and I was pissed that we need to stand at a small and tall backstage with all 9 girls...

The event was badly planned I must say.. So far from briefing day till ground tour.. Everything went smoothly except for the final.. To make things worse, I did not win Aforadio Angel... Apparently Baby told me that I did not do enough sweet talking to the judges and I lost points in catwalk and poses.. 

I was really upset that night... But I need to put on a fake smile infront of everybody.. Even my parents asked whether I am okay or not.. I must say I am okay because I know they worried me.. However, I could not take it and cried profusely before I went to sleep.. I do not normally upset till like this as I knew I am not good enough for some people...

But I put a lot of efforts into this competition from practicing catwalk every night and cutting more than 20 t-shirts for one whole fucking week.. And the encouragement I got from Baby that I might win, I put my hopes too high and I fell down flat when I know I did not win.. I was devastated.. I was in a fucked up mood for these few days and when I saw how my pictures turned up from that night.. I felt like punching myself for producing such ugly pictures.. 

I shall stop crapping here as it has been over for days and I can't do anything about it.. Anywhere below were pictures of the Lee t-shirt that I DIY myself...

"Front view"

"Closer look"

" Side view.. Ignored my fat arms.. "

" The back of my tshirt.. I fucking love it"

" Baby cheered me up by giving me roses.. I treated it as my consolation prize from the contest.. =) "

" Baby Fatty and me "

" I really do  love u =) "

By the way, pictures below is the outfit I wore that night.. 

" The first round: Aforadio Tshirt & Lee Jeans "

" The second round: La Senza sleepwear "

" The third round: Lee Jeans & Tshirt "

I have this weird habits that if something does not end well to me, I will hate particular things that affected me that made me feel so devastated.. And what I am trying to say is I have no longer interested in listening Aforadio, buying from Lee Jeans and La Senza.. I am honest or materialistic about certain things that went wrong in life... So when I lost the Angel title, I no longer like or listen any of those things anymore.. 

Other pictures below that involves with the night.. 

" Aforadio VIP session: goodies bag "

" The cut up tshirt from Baby, Me & Sien Xian "

" Encouragement from my precious boyfriend "

" The hairstyle for the last theme walk.. I like it.. It  reflects me alot.. "

" Side view of it"

This contest had changed my perspective a lot.. I do not want to listen to encouragement or anything that goes like this " You are going to win this ".. It is evil and got me in deep shit for days.. I am still emo over the lost but I can't do anything.. 

And Baby sacrifice for me a lot.. Not only he accompanied me for few months for this contest.. He also helped Aforadio by finding Euphoria MOS as one of the sponsor.. You bitches better be lucky because without my boyfriend, you all would not get into the club in the first place.. Thank you Baby Boi.. =)

Btw, Congrats to Angelia & Kelsey for becoming winners.. =)

And credits to some of pictures that have been taken by some of the photographers like Eiran Low, Shin Chan and Kelvin Loh.. Thanks.. =)

And I also want to thanks Baby Boi, Khai, Emily, Sien, M.Chee, M.Chee's bf, Ben, Nick & Family for coming down to the final to support me.. I really happy you guys came.. =) If I do not mention your name and you came for me.. Thank u to you too.. 

xoxo